I am 26 now. I have wasted my 4 years of my life on government job preparation. I had put all my effort to get a job, but did not succeed. What should I do now?

because I hate that job. life me Fal-Sabji, chai-Cofe bech lena but asi Gatiya job mat karna.

so I learned SEO from home and start to apply and I got it for the internship. a stipend of around 2000 a month. but within a month. I was fired because he said My work is not so impassive. but I do only what the senior tells me to do.

my father's motivation gave me another chance to my career.

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My own journey is also the same at some point I invested 5–6 years figuring out what I should do.

I applied and worked for 1 month in field marketing or direct sales. (vahi Card wale) (Commission based 500/Sales)

I am not going to give you any advice on what you should do but rather I will share the story of my own journey in short.

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Because I believe that sometimes you don’t need advice you need hope. So here’s the story of hope…

After this, I started preparing UPSC exam it’s been 3 years I found that I did not fit into this. I am not Kitabi kida.

and I feel confident enough to attract better opportunities.

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so I started deciding I do any kind of job. 3 months I worked as back office staff. (10k salary/month)

After completing my graduation (BCA in Surat), I started searching out jobs around development(PHP) but Couldn't Find it at my place in 2018.

after a few months, I started back to go into the IT field.

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After a few months.

I am learning UI/UX Design its been 7–8 months and take a Google UX design Course on the Coursera platform. and started working on my portfolio projects.

during this journey I was frustrated, and after that, I decided to do some other job for mind freshness.

Does alchemy really exist?

Currently,

Note:- Sales me bhi Achhi reputational Job hey you Have to Find out and Work Only with Company payrolls. Like Market or sales Your own company's product or services.

I got it 5–7 deal but I do not even accept it and move around to go back to my home and family. (The job and home same City)

Why do I feel like something bad is going to happen to me?

I am at the age of 27 now oct, 2024.